It's supposed to snow, 4-5 inches are predicted. And for that I am grateful, since areas around here a looking at much, much more,. I happen to be one of the few people who really likes snow. Winter is my favorite season. It stems from having serious allergy problems my entire life. Winter is the time I breathe the best, feel the best. I'm at work, watching the snow roll in from the south, it's made it up here already, but what is yet to come?
Yesterday my daughter sent me an audio clip. It was a song off of a CD I had given Stephen for his 12th birthday. South Park. The song made me laugh so hard, then I started crying. The memories just do that to me. Even happy memories can make me cry. I miss him so very much. Most of the time I fake it fine, but actually, I am OK. I'm not whole - I never will be having lost one of my children, but I am OK. I'm alright with losing Stephen, but I'm at peace with myself with it at the moment.
We are getting all of his W2's for taxes. I wonder what we are supposed to do with them. Is he supposed to file? Kind of messed up. It's some of the strange unexpected things we deal with. Things that you never give another thought to.
I ate a bit too much Sunday & Monday. Sunday, I just couldn't stay out of the Queso dip Kristin made. It was so, so good. Plus the brisket Kurt made was out of this world. And of course, birthday cake. What kind of Grandma would pass up birthday cake?? Thye is now 5. Those boys are growing so danged fast. This fall they will be starting school already. Crazy! Yesterday I watched my points rather well, but I decided to use a couple of my weekly points to have some ice cream. I must say, 1/2 a cup isn't very much, but it was surprisingly fulfilling. It hit that sweet spot, and it was enough. Of course, it does help that it was Haagen Daz.
The scale at home is showing no weight loss at all. It was the same way last week, and the WW meeting scale sure did surprise me!!
Thoughts & Feelings: Excited, happy, sad, eager, and a little bit lonely.
Diet: Not the best week so far, but I'm still pleased with how I am doing overall.
Exercise: Still not doing it. I know, I know, for maximum effect, and good health I need to get to it. How does "tomorrow" sound??

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