01/20/2014 Today - not so great

WTF got into me. I ate and ate, and I'm still hungry. I'm over on points, and have not had a proper dinner yet. I'm still good as far as the weekly 49 go, I will have to use some of them for dinner. Wow. Marie Callendar came out with a single size chocolate cake, with frosting. It is delicious. I could just eat the frosting, actually. So good. And then I started logging all the bites and little bit here and there I ate today. Before I knew it, my points were gone. Not a good day, I would say.
Feelings: Happy I caught on to what I was doing so I could stop the binge before it got worse. Angry with myself for having the binge in the first place. Tired, as usual.  Lonely.
Work: Going well. Working again tonight, then have tomorrow off. Can't wait, want to just sleep, but I'm sure my bulldog, Cassie, won't let me. She has her own agenda on her own schedule.
Thoughts: Relieved Michael didn't freak out about how high his power bill was. He even paid me already.
Diet: well, as stated above, not so great today. But I'm picking up right here right now and not going to beat myself up about it. I am hungry, so I will have a salad as well as a cup of peaches.
Attitude: Strong, not defeated.
Stephen: More drama from the ladies in his life. Seems like they can't seem to leave each other alone. He's gone, and yet the drama continues.
Note to self - get in touch with Dani ref getting Trey for Thye b'day, Kurt b'day, and also for Zoo / Trey b'day.