Time Lapse

I have not been to a WW meeting or a weigh in since the end of May. I'm just struggling to get by and survive this weekend. I plan to try to pull out of this depression and get back to life after this weekend. I hope I am strong enough. Stephen's death will be a year ago on Saturday. I miss him so much and it's about all I can handle. Also, one of my dearest friends is getting married Sunday. It's so confusing. I am happy for her, but I am so sad. Does that make sense? Probably not, but I know what I mean. My eating is completely out of control, my nails are beyond short - Jamberry probably can't even help them now! - my skin is breaking out, and I'm not sleeping well again. There's so much to do, but I can't seem to make myself do it.